dancing is my passion !

I don't feel the essence of Christmas! :(

2010-12-20T02:57:00.000-08:00

How can I celebrate Christmas if my ONLY ONE still mad at me?? :( I really love him though I know he can't LOVE me. I already accept it! all i want & I wish is to be with him forever and kept the friendship forever!! :(

But soon, I know everything will be ok. :( and I have a gift for him for this Christmas I hope he'll like it. :)

I'm really sorry. I didn't mean it to happened :( hope you forgive me! :( I don't want to make war anymore!! :( i really sorry! aist :(

I'm back again! :)

2010-12-18T00:01:00.000-08:00

Did you miss me my blog? hahaha if you don't miss i hate you! LOL. :D so many things happened to me after how many months. :) so i start a LiL. intro about it! :)

I have a friend a close friend, I treated him like a brother but still he do a lot of things behind me! and I really hate it! I tell him my secretes, problems, etc. & i knew he's insecure to me! GOD. haha. but it's okay to me. :) it's Christmas and I don't want to make any war. :) I don't want to waste my time to him. :D

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Enrolled nko !

2010-05-18T22:29:00.000-07:00

yes ! sa wakas natpos ndin ang lahat ! waiting nlng mag pasukan .
exited ako n kinkabahan sa college life ! sna mrmi akong mgng FRIENDS :)
hndi nmn ako msiadong nhirapan mag enroll !
Business Administration Major in Marketing ang kinuha ko !
hndi ko alam kung bkit ito ang napili ko ! :))
sana magkaroon ako ng FUTURE dto ! haha ..
maganda rin nmn ang nakuha kong schedule !
kso mejo mahigpit ang SSCR tsk ! .
ayoko p nmn ng ganun .. dpat wla n ksing policy sa buhok !
haha .. sa high school life bawal mhaba ang buhok ..
hanggang college ba nmn ? :)) pero ayos lang ..
la ndn nmn akong magawa e .. RULES IS RULES !
KAILANGAN SUMUNOD ! :D

em back !

2010-03-04T20:03:00.000-08:00

i miss it ! i miss writing something about me here in my blog ! :))
sorry for being inactive .. but anyways im back again !
so many things happen to me in almost 4 months i didnt write here .. :0
and the latest is im INLOVE AGAIN ! YESS AGAIN .. but i think i FOUND the RIGHT ONE now.. i will NEVER GIVE UP until he love me too ..:)) wiiw ..
he is so cool and funny ! he is almost perfect for me !but i will not MENTION he's name :) ..
and now i already change my name from jan michael turn to REMICA ! haha a very cute name ! so nobody call me bhenok or yarza just call me REMICA !

Boys Scout

2009-11-14T05:02:00.001-08:00

We attended boys scout yesterday we have a lot of fun and activities ! i enjoy coz it's my first time to join in this activities coz i really don't want to join in any activities in my school! but now i prove that all of activities in school are not bored :) .
first night is very fun and im the leader of our group :))
the crew leaders are need to be alert in any activity and always be ready
the scouter give us a flag that representing our group and our group name is PIPINO!
THE FIRST ACTIVITY is make a song about the pipino and make a yell!
and THE SECOND is "how to create a better world?''(acting)
as a leader i do all of my best and i make a script in 30 mins.
i dont have enough time so i need work fast!
and i done it! at 8:00 p.m we started the bonfire and it's the sign that
we need to be ready and don't make any sounds coz it's solemn and we need to respect it.
after the bonfire we start the activity and we successfully done and do our best and they give us 10 claps and it make me so proud. :)
after all of activities, we're rest in a few mins. and we go the c.r and take a bath then we go back to our camp. we didn't sleep all night.
at 5:00 am we started the next activity. we need to clean are camp side and eat breakfast to have energy.after we eat the scouter call all of the leaders of the crew and tell us what we need to do. so many activities we do and we're all tired .. at 1:00 pm we decided to go home and we all give up!haha. i know and we prove to ourselves that we are not a real BOY SCOUT! but it's ok at least we give all of our best.. :)

i want to help him !

2009-10-16T07:04:00.000-07:00

beejay is facing a very BIG problem now! and i really want to help him but i dunno how? but i'm always here for him and he know that :) but i want to help him more and prove that i'm always here and if he have a problem im here and always ready to help him as much as i can :).
He's situation now is very complicated! he have a girl friend now but i dunno if he's girlfriend love him but i guess not! honestly i feel so angry to hes girlfriend why? coz she's a stupid girl and a two timer! a very flirt and she feel she's a star daaa.. so stupid! she's nothing for me ! she can't help beejay and she's adding burden! i feel very angry! yesterday in our room beejay open about he's problem! sorry but i can't tell the story about he's problem coz it's a secret and we want it keep by our selves.as a friend i want to make him happy though he is laughing and smiling but i know deep inside he can't really move on to he's shit problem!
here are some topic that we're talking about :
I " breakan mo na kaya yang lintik n babaeng yan "
he " oo malpit na , intay ka lang na tsempo lang ako "
I "kelan pa? pag huli na pag ikaw pa yun nasaktan "
he " dots asa pa! nde nmn siguro. basta ako ang bahala "
i " oo na , basta nde ako nag kulang sa paalala sayo aa.. kya wag mag sisi sa huli ! "
he " oo nde yan, basta anjan k nmn lagi ee, dba?"
i " oo naman , kaw pa! basta isang text o twag mo lang khit anu pa yan pu2ntahan kita (sbay ngiti) "
he " haha, slamat aa yaan mo mlpit na.. "
i " malpit na? "
he " oo "
i " ang alin? "
he " basta malpit n akong my sbhin syo? "
i " tungkol ?"
he " satin?"
I " satin?"
he " oo basta inty ka lang. (sabat ngiti) "
I " hay naku bat nde p ngayon? "
he " inde p kce eto yung ryt tym e "
i " ok,may paganyan ganyan kpa ! aist "
he " basta magu2lat k na matu2wa sa sa2bhin ko "
i " sure ka n sa2ya ako? "
he " oo "
i " okie sbi mo ee. "
end.

happy bortdei sis !

2009-10-16T06:56:00.000-07:00

happy happy bortdei sis :) a greetings from your lovely brother!-lol :)) wish you all the best,hope all your wishes come true and more power and bortdeis to come! thank you for all your help,thank you so much :).

I want it , I want it , I want it !

2009-10-11T23:34:00.001-07:00

i really love FOODS especially SWEETS!(yummy) i dunno why im so addicted in SWEETS all i know it's started when i was a child (candy,ice cream,cake,chocolate,etc.) the food that i always eat in my school.. :0 that's why i always need to go in my dentist,last month almost 4 hours im suffering just to make beautiful my teeth so many anesthesia they inject into my gum then after 4 hours it done i really feel good but it's hurt,IT'S REALLY REALLY HURT!!!
REMINDER:

don't forget to brush your teeth after you eat sweets, :)

Myrus !

2009-10-02T23:40:00.000-07:00

Myrus is the tender voice of today's generation.

his debut album titled "loved cycle," released under Sony BMG Music Entertainment,contains 10 original tracks of songs of love- from first love to first heartbreak.
now hitting the airwaves is the album's carrier single titled "laging ikaw" with a music video featuring Ms. Angelica Panganiban.

More infos. about him coming soon. :)

Kris lawrence (KLcrew)

2009-10-02T22:21:00.000-07:00

Kris Lawrence, I heard about him at my classmate in Teatro!He is a singer(R.&.b)..hmmm I already heard about his songs and one of this is -I Will Take you Forever,this is the theme song in Shinning inheritance,a very beautiful song! I really really like this song!He's not cute but when he's singing o.m.g i think I've fallen - lol. (haha).. i have some info. about him..
ABOUT KRIS LAWRENCE :::

Kris Lawrence, the sole Fil-American finalist in the Champions League of Twelve has been singing since he was a young boy. Strong soulful singing is definitely in his blood being born to an Filipino-American mother and a Filipino father. He grew up in the suburbs of Los Angeles and is a music major from Cal State University Northridge. Standing out in high school as an R&B singer, there was another fil-am that went by the name of jay-r in the same school that became his fiercest rival in singing competitions and school functions. The rivalry eventually fizzled out. Kris & Jay-r eventually formed an all-male R&B vocal group called first impression that found themselves rehearsing at each other’s homes. Jay-r soon enough came to manila and established himself as the R&B prince. With Jay-r’s prodding, Kris auditioned for search for the star in a million season 2 to pave his own way for stardom.

Musically multi-talented, he can play the piano, spin music, create his own arrangements for songs and composes as well in fact; he collaborated with Jay-r on some songs for Iya Villania’s soon to be released album.

THE BASICS

Full Name: Kristoffer Lawrence Cadevida
Birth Date: September 1,1982
Zodiac Sign: Virgo
Age: 23
Birthplace: Los Angeles, California
Occupation: singer/songwriter/producer
Eye Color: Brown
Height: 5'6
Status: Single
Education: St Genevieve High School Panorama City, CALIFORNIA Graduated: 2000 Movies: Matrix Trilogy, Elf, Ben Stiller Movies, Big Fish, n etc.... Music: Hip-Hop/R&;B including Stevie Wonder, Usher, Brian McKnight, and Michael Jackson - club jams - all types of music Likes to do: Singing, dancing, songwriting, makin that heat, playin my piano, layin wit my boo, lovin my POSSE, livin my life, laughing n stayin happy.

Maybe he is the next PRINCE OF R&B AND I think he's deserving !!!

Restaurant City

2009-10-01T19:40:00.000-07:00

Restaurant City is very popular in FACEBOOK, I really love this game though i don't have enough time to play this ( so busy ) !, we'll i just want to share it to everyone :) to the people who does'nt know it you need to play this and I'm sure you'll enjoy coz it's really fun. Now I'm level 12 and going to level up again :) I'm so happy when I'm leveling up-lol. In this game you start at small restaurant but every level up your restaurant become big,then after that you need to hire a friend(s) to serve in your restaurant either waiter,chef or cleaner you can sack or fired your friend and hire again!!Very important here is to level up your GOURMENTS and your MENU. just play it and you'll know it! haha XD.

good bye GORDY !

2009-09-30T18:07:00.001-07:00

Yesterday,Sept.30 '09 at 11:45 am Gordy passed away. a very good, sweet,lovable and cute dog!
he is the BOSS in our 5 lil. dogs!thank you so much for serving us,we satisfied and very happy.
you'll always be number 1 dog for me gordy your d'best ! we will miss you gordy! thank you so much!
goodbye and thank you again!i hope we'll see again!

( WE TREAT OUR DOGS LIKE A HUMAN NOT LIKE AN ANIMAL!)

"ONDOY" hits philippines!

2009-09-29T06:35:00.000-07:00

a very strong storm "ondoy" hits Philippines!so many Filipinos stranded in their house and they need to stay in their roofs because of the high flood! so many cities in manila are sink in flood water, marikina,pasig,quezon,cainta, and many more cities here in philppines are sink.
this is the very horrible case in the philippines happen. here are some pictures:

(people wait for rescue of the submerged house in cainta of rizal)

(people wait for rescue of the submerged house in cainta of rizal)

(Residents help a woman evacuate during flooding in Bocaue outskirts beside a highway north of Manila)

more than a quarter of a million displaced after tropical storm Ondoy (international code name: Ketsana) dumped the heaviest rainfall on capital Manila in more than four decades, officials said Sunday.

Manila and surrounding areas were lashed with heavy rains for nine hours Saturday, leading to flash floods that inundated about 80 percent of the capital of more than 12 million inhabitants.

The deluge left some areas under up to 20 feet of water, stranding entire families on rooftops and forcing the government to declare a "state of calamity."

Highways were turned into raging rivers that swept away shanties and cars. Video footage from military helicopters showed desperate residents marooned on rooftops pleading for food and help.

Defense Secretary Gilberto Teodoro, heading the rescue efforts, said 51 people had so far been killed with at least 21 still missing.

More than 4,000 people have so far been rescued, either plucked by helicopters from their homes or by rubber boats but many are still stranded.

Teodoro said the storm had displaced nearly 280,000 people in Manila and five outlying provinces, with more than 41,000 people in 92 evacuation centers.

belated happy birtday AARON !

2009-09-23T07:07:00.000-07:00

wew! he's turn into seven yesterdyt sept. 22 ! it is almost 2 years that we're not seeing each other.I really miss him so much.Aaron is very kind and lovable kid!Aaron is not like other kids,most of the time he loves to play alone but he is very thoughtful and talented kid.He really love to sing and he has a beautiful voice and im proud of him ! kua AARON ! tito bhenok miss you so much !! wish you all the best baby ! study hard ! keep in touch ! muahhh! :)

happy birthday DAD !

2009-09-23T06:56:00.001-07:00

happy HAPPY BIRTHDAY pa! wish you all the best.we love you so much,i know all this sufferings will gone coz it's only a trial for us, keep in touch ! we're always here for you! love you so much!.

life of a SENIOR STUDENT!

2009-09-21T06:52:00.000-07:00

SHEYN(BEYBE),MIRA(KAMBAL,BEIB),
GINE(KAPATID,BIEBS)AND I,is one of the group in our section!in our section usually it has a group by group!it's normal,although all of my classmates is my friends but i don't know who is my true friend.i really don't WANT PLASTICK so I'm not easy to trust in other person, most to people I really don't know!
we'll back to my topic.
my SENOIR Life is HARD,I don't know why?(maybe I'm not study hard?).but i do my best! my friends always there to cheer up for me :) that's why i love them so much.If I have a Problem there always help me.

I lost my INSPIRATION in school,but I think I don't need INSPIRATION to STUDY HARD !. i need to be smart to have a good future to be come smart i need to study hard :).hmmm.. ALL I KNOW NOW IS ..........

I DON'T KNOW ! :))

mahal kita !

2009-09-03T23:35:00.000-07:00

tsk ! mhal ko n sya :), sobra na inde na CRUSH to eh ! hais.
MAGULO nnmn ang utak ko NGAYON ! :O
GULONG GULO na ako .. waahaha..
sila n kaya ngayon?? tsk?
kung sia n nga sna ay mging masaya cla..
hangad ko nmn ang kanyang kaligayan ee..
at wala den nmn akong balak n agawin sya sakanya.
wish ko nlang ay maging masaya kayo..

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msaya na akong mag KAIBIGAN tyo ngayon..
khit don manlang ay mapakita ko syo n mahal n mahal kita..
ngunit anu nga nmn ba ang saysay ng aking pag mamahal
kung hndi mo nmn ito kyang pancnin.
:((
BASTA LAGE MO NALANG TANDAAN AY NANDITO AKO LAGE
PRA SYO. alam mo nmn yon DBA ?? haha

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MAHALKITASOBRASOBRATANDAANMOYAN:)

back to school..

2009-06-13T04:24:00.000-07:00

so sorry i dont have so much time to spend here :D
too bc now in school.. this is my last year in high school..
so i need to be serious now..

pero yaan mung i kwento ku sa iyo kung anu ang nangyare skin sa loob ng dalwang linggo ko sa school..

first day of school ..
nag palipat kaagad ako ng section dahil hndi pde ang schedule ko dhil member pdn ako ng teatro baile de cavite..hngng ngaun..
masiAdo mdmeng nangyare kea i susumarize ko nlng ha?? :DD

well.. teacher nmen ang pinaka malupet sa 4th year hawak nia kame ng isang taon nka2inis..
she's name is Ms. Ocampo a math teacher..kya cguro tumandang dalaga dhil subrang sunget..well..ok nmn sia mag turo pero tlgang malupet naka2takot..first time ko n matakot sa teacher ng ganto.. i cant beleive but anyway sana ay mgng ok nmn..

maba2it nmn ang mga clasmates ko at nag ka2isa kame lalo na ngaun... :DD
ang saya ko n ng palipat ako sa ibang section..
date pag may nag pa2lipat smen n galing ibang section lage ko nilo2ko..
cbnsbe ko n ampon ka lang nmn dto ee..ngaun isa n akong ampon.. haha.
pero nde nmn nila ako niloloko.. nde nmn kase nila ugali ee. ako lang ang ganun haha..

uhm.. so happy tlga..

ganto pla un felling ng inlove.. :DD
ung cncpag ka dhil my inspirasyon ka..
at dhil sa kagustuhan mu n mka graduate.. grabe..
kelangan nsa top ako ngaun..
promise ku yan sa sarili ko..
kelangan ko matupad yan kahit ngaun lang..
sana lang mkapasa ako kay Ocampo..
haaii..
ang hirap pla ng buhai 4th year..

andian nmn si god ee.. aalam ko n nde nia ako pa2bayaan..

so till here nlang..

ccp show.. :D

2009-05-06T20:54:00.000-07:00

nung may 3 pa ito late ulit :DD
umpisahan ku n..
show nmen sa ccp nung may 3 the tittle is cindirella
marme kameng pinalabas pero cindirella ang pinaka mahalaga.. ^^
pra skin eto n ang pinaka mhalaga at pinkamalaking show n ngawa ko..
kse sa unang pag ka2taon nkpg perform ako sa ccp..
eto n ung gabeng pinaka iintay ko kung baga gagawin ko lahat ng makakaya ko
para mgng maganda ang show.. ngawa ko nmn ng maaus at nasayaw ng tama..
dumating n ang ending ng show GRABE sobrang sarap sa pakiramdam..
non ku lang naramdaman un.. tlgang sobrng sarap at ang saya ako.
napawe lahat ng pagod nmen ... grabe nun ko lang naranasan na palakpakan ng ganun sobrang lakas at nag hi2yawan pa sila isa lang ang ibig sabihin nun ibigsabihin nagustuhan nila ang palabas nmen :DD HND BA?? TAMA AKO?? HAHA..sana ay maulit pa nmen ang ganung palabas.. subrang srap at ang saya talaga sobrang pawi ang ilang buwan nmeng pag hihirap..
yun ngalang wla kaming mga PICTURE kainis bawal kase kumuha ang mga nanunuod ee.. ahaha..
at for the first time pianuod ako ng ama't ina ko ahaha..
ang sya tlga..
:D

seeking a part time job..

2009-04-22T04:05:00.000-07:00

yeba! nag apply sa mga fastfood at bka skling matngap kame ! :)
ngaion nag aantay nlang ng tawag for the exam..at sana tuloi tuloi n nga ito!
sna tawagan n ako at matngap at maipasa ang exam n iibigay smen..
ipag pray nio aku guis..
aasahan ku yan!! haaiii.. i need a extra income now... kailangan ng money sa panahon ngayon..
ahaha.. ngayon pa malpit n ang birthday kuu.. mmm..
regalo ku aa>>
ahaha..

rainy day xD

2009-04-21T00:23:00.000-07:00

wii pangatlong araw n naulan naiun cmula pumasok ang summer ahaha.. lumamig dn kht panu.. aaaa..
ang sarap sa pkiramdam.. ahaha... salamat po lord :]

wlang gala naiun ahaha pahinga nmn sa bahai..

i love being a ballet dancer!! :)

2009-04-20T08:09:00.000-07:00

dancing is my life..
i love it so much..
habng natagal lalo kong minamahal !
this coming may 3 2009 we have a big night!
we have a show in cultural center of the philippines .[ c.c.p ]
im so exited! pero kinkabahan dn! syempre hnd n maiwasan yun! haiii.. but ill do my best!!.. manuod kayu aa.. icheer nio aku! :)

dance.DANCE.dance!!

march 15 09 ..grand e.b ng clan nmen.!

2009-04-11T22:34:00.000-07:00

hoho..
lapit n ..
xited n aku.
miss ku n dn kaiu.
mua.mua.
march 15 coming soon.
argh!.
see you soon guys.

march 28 09.. wii the best!..

2009-04-11T20:06:00.000-07:00

=]]. sorry late na to!! :D
happy ako nung araw n to subra subra.. grabe.
salamat kay orion.kinumpleto nia ang araw ku. =]]
well.
nung 28 kc nag outing kame ng buong section nmen.
and then aiun ngng msya NMN kame.kso dumating yung mga
ibang boys nmen.tpos may dala Ppla clang GENEROSO.
wag ka LONGNECK PA!=]]ahaha..
tapos un.. nde nl ng nmen pinaalam sa ADVISER NMEN.
tapos un.. edi nak inom n kame!. =].tpos may nkakita smen n
nak inom.ang gnwa nung NKAKITA smen ay
SINUMBONG kame sa ADVISER nmen!.
tapos un. ngalit smen ung adviser nmen.. kya UMUWE kaagad kame ng maaga..
nde tloi enjoi ung swimming!pero ukie lan..
pag labas nmen ng resort ABA!ahaha..adun ang TROPA!.
nagkayayaan n mag gala..edi JOIN kame dun. GALA dw ee!!=]]
tpos un.. edi nag gala ..byahe pauwe..deretso PASEO!
pag dating nmn nmen sa paseo.. nag kaya2an nnmn mag inuman ULIT!.
aba nmn edi JOIN ulit kame!.
tapos nun edi nag kaya2an n !
byahe nmn papuntang noveleta sa bahay nila j.c.
nung nndun na kame edi AMBAGAN daw!.nka 200 ang ambag ng lhat!edi pde n mkbili ng 2 LONG NECK N GENEROSO.CHASER.AT PULUTN =]]..
tpos nkbili na kame.. nung nandun n.. dumating yung tatay ni j.c.
akala nmen pa2galitan kame.. so medju knabahan kame..
yun pla.maki2join den pla smen. at tpos.
ta2y n ni jc lahat gumastos.pulutan..lahat2 na.
tpos bumili pa ng 1 case ng redhorse. dba ang bait??
laking tuwa nmen nun.. tlgang INUMAN n to!!
ahaha. :D..
nung tumgal na. aba.nag ma2nhid n ako.sbe ku sa loob ku naku mukang may tama na ako!.
edi un tuloy padn ang inuman..habang tumagal pa tumahimik n aku!.
tpos un.. nramadaman ku na na may tama n nga aku!.
tpos ETO nmn si MITCHEL.sinamantala n may tama n ako! =]
nag REQUEST. smack daw kame!. edi aun e mag katabe kme. edi hinalikan ku saya :D
pero pra smen alang malisya un!kase prens nmn kame ee.tapos nun. ng request n rin ang lahat.
hangan un.hinalikan ko n pla clng lhat XD..
hangng dumating n sa point n lcng n nga aku!.tpos mag katabe n kame ni orion.nde ku n alam ang gngwa ku nun.yun pla naki2pag halikan n aku kay orion. =]]
grabe.ang lakas n ng tama ko nun.subra.

hangng kinbukasan e kinakanchawan n nila kame..
kung msarap b dw?anu dw ang feeling!?
ahaha..
kxe aku pla ang first kiss ni orion ahaha.
ang saya aa..

i have a new pren..

2009-03-17T02:52:00.000-07:00

haha.. hpi ako sknya.. un lan grave..
sobra mula nkila2 ku sya dame2 ku n natu2nan.. hoho.
isa syang true pren.. haha..

zandro.

we will miss you bull [march 6,2009]

2009-03-06T03:11:00.000-08:00

si bull ang aking best friend n aso..
si bull ang paborito ko..
si bull ung lgi ko ksma..
si bull ung nila2basan ko ng sama ng loob kht aso lng sya..
pra skin anjan lng sya lagee pra skin..
pkiramdam ko naiintndhan nia rn ako at dinadamayan..
si bull ay napaka talino n aso..

hayy.. ndi ko alam kung bkt si bull pa ang kaylangang mwala..
bkit kailngan sya p ung mag ksakit ng gnun..
bkit sya p ung kailangang mhirapan ng ganun?..
[ cguro dun sa mga bumabasa nito ngaun ai cnsv n npka o.a ko?kc aso lng nag ka2ganto n ako.. isa po kc akong pet lover lalo n sa mga dog..kya ganun nlng ako manghinayan n mwala c bull pero..hapy n dn kc ntpos n ung paghi2rap ko..atleast alam ko n anjan lng c bull lgi sa aking tabi..]

oi BULL..lagi mu ako ga2bayan ha?nd kita mali2mutan ..labs n labs kita.. kita mu nmn kht sa mga huling sandali nd kita pnbyaan..kaso kainis ka ee.. nde mu manlang ako inintai..asar ka..pero okie lng un..atleast ntpos n lahat ng pag hi2rap mo..

anu b kc tlga ang dumapo n skit syo?bkit biglang bigla nlng n nag kasakit ka? naka2lungkot tlga..ma mi2ss tlga kita.. haaii nde ko mapigilan umiyak habng nag ta-type ako [ hehehe]nd ko mapigilan ilabas ung sama ng loob ko.. sorry bull sa mga ngwa ko saiu ha..pero ano pa nga ba ang maga2wa ng sorry ko? ee wla kna ngaun sa piling..wla n akong BEST FRIEND n aso..wag mu ako ka2limutan ha?ND rin kita ka2limutan..BSTA lagi mu ako ba2ntayan ok?

cge n bull pahinga kna..tpos n ang pag hi2rap mo.. we lab u so much.. muaa..

love is blind

2009-03-03T20:30:00.000-08:00

why you cant understand me?
your always saying to me that im a selfish..
im not listening to you..but its not all true..im not selfish and im always listening to you.. you know that already right? or your doing a way for our beak up? i love you and i need you.. im always here for you.. i dont know why your always acting like a child..your not a child anymore.. if you dont love me anymore say it to me directly..mmm.. just always remember im always here for you and i love you so much..

love is blind.. urgh..sick because of love.. ♥

i am not feeling well..

2009-03-01T00:37:00.000-08:00

i am sick..urgh. i dont know why?i feel my head will explode..damn.bakit kaya?hndi ko n tlga kya..pag gising ko nmn maayos ang pakiramdam ko. pag dating lng tlga ng hapon..ayon n hhaayy..para tlgang sasabog yung ulo ko tpos ung katawan ko prng lantutay n.. hndi n nga ako mkapg type ng ayos ee.. puro buntong hininga n nga lng ang gngwa ko. uminom n kya ako ng gamot?anu nmng gamot ang iinumin ko? hayyy.. ayw n tumakbo ng ayus ung utak ko.. urgh.. stupid.

so pano dto nlng muna.. nd ko n kc tlga kya mg typ pa ee..

beybe ai mis you.. ai nid ur labing hands to come and pick me up..

benok,..

baby ala kalae

2009-02-27T03:42:00.001-08:00

ala kalae, hello world..dto kna ngaun sa earth..be a good lagi,wag pahirapan c mommy ok?☻.well sa totoo lng nmn e skn lang nmn ipinaglihi ng sister ko yang c kalae kya nmn medjo hawig ko.. haha lol☻..mmm.. pinganak sya noong feb.24'09.. ngaun ko lng nailagay ee.. haha.. no tym kc .. msyado ng bc.. well un lng .. share ko lng..

bunsoi

friday(feb.20) =) d'best day!

2009-02-24T23:20:00.000-08:00

UMAGANG KAY GANDA!=) grvi nd aku mkpniwala haaha..pag gcng ku plng ng umaga ay mgnda n!nd ako pumasok ng 1st subject nmen kc medjo inaantok p ako!tpos dpt nd n ako pa2sok sa buong araw kc js prom dn nmn nmen nung araw n un! PERO!prng may ng pu2milit skin n pumasok ako n pra bang kailangan kung pumasok ngayon ! so ayun dali2 akung nligo at ng bhis.. tpos ay umalis n ako.. pag ba2 n pag ba2 ko plng ng trycle ay gumulat n sa aking mga mata ang mga mukha ng aking mga CRUSH n tga baste!.. haha! laking gulat ko nun..
tpos ng ta2nung ako sa srili ko! anung gngwa nla dto? anung meron? hangan un! n tuliro n ako at nag ka tinginan pa kmi nung isa kung crush! haaii wat a good morning for me! haha lol.. after nun nag madli n ako kc late n dn ako sa nxt subject nmen haha adviser ko p nmn un! hhmm bali isang subject ang npasukan ko..
tpos nung class nmen ee nag ministop nmn kmi. tppos nag gala2 then uwi..

pag uwi ko nmn nag aus n ako ng gmit ko pra sa aking ballet class! and then pasok n ulit ako..after ng ballet ko ee umuwi n dn ako.. sabay pnta sa aming tndahan!

msyado kaming bc nung mga nkaraang linggo kailangan kc e! so aiun im so hapy n nag kita kmi ng crushes ko haha =) so panu til hir nlng..

bunsoi

gsto ku ung dati kung family YUnG MSYA!

2009-02-19T07:07:00.000-08:00

hhaai.. sad.. asan n un dti kung family? anu ngnyari?bkit ang bilis ng ppngya2re?to2o b to? BAKET?kailngan ko ng kramay,kailngan ko ng kaibigan n maiintndahan lahat ng problema ko.un mbi2gyan ako ng mgndang advises!ung tipong hndng dmayan ako at mpagaan ang pkiramdam ko! nd ko alam pero dhl dto sa blog n to gumagaan ung pakiradam ko!cguro ito n nga ung bf ko! total dto ko n dn nmn naiilabas ung mga sma ng loob ko!..

asan nba ung mga tunay kung kaibigan? BKET bgla kaung nwla? bkit kng kelan kailangan ko kaiu dun kau nwa2la?tunay ku b tlga kaung kaibgan?haay. pasenya n kau prends ha..pero ramdam ko n tlga ung pag kawla nio!pkiramdam ko ako nlng mag isa sa mundo! hay :(.. ang hirp tlga ng sitwasyon ko... nd ku n alam kung san pa ako lu2gar at anung dpat kung gwn!..

hhmm.. wel mgnda dn nmn tong araw n to! anjan dn nmn ung mga bgo ko n prends n 4th yir n!kalog cla mabit.. ewan ko pero ang gaan ng loob ko sknla!anjan cla lagi pra skin kht 3 days ago plng ang naka2lipas n ngng close kAme!cguro cla n nga ung mga bgo kung prends! haha.. naiinis nga cla skin ee.. BKT?cmple lang kc nd aku sa2ma sA js! haha.. syang nmn dw haha.. ewan ko ba pro ayuko tlga mag js! haayy.. hapi aku n kila2 ko cla mataas dn ang section nla .. aquamarine ata o agate! haha.. nd aku sure ee.. pero iknow ajan lng cla at hnda cla n tulngan ako! SANA NGA )
i know n mala2gpasan nmen ito ng family ko..bsta mhlga e buo pa kami kht pa2no.. c mama lng ang nwala.. haai..

oo panu til hir nlng guis! tomorow nlng ulit
ngat tenks sa mga bumbasa...
bunsoi

better than yesterday..

2009-02-16T03:26:00.000-08:00

monday,nde mgnda ang pkiramdam ku this day i dnt know why?pero cguro nd pa tlga aku tuluyan n naka2recover sa pang ya2ri last saturday! nd ku man pnapahalta but deep inside npaka skit sken.. lagi ku pinapayo sa mga kapatid ku n lgi nlng mag smile wag intndhn ang mga nang yari pero ang sagot nila nd ganun kadali para skin ang nd magisip.. msyado dw clang nag aalala! aku man nag aalala pero ayoko ipahalta at bka maapektohan un hanap buhay nmen sa ngayon!

mhirap ang klgayan ng family ko ngayon. ngayon msa2vi ang hrap ng buhay! ngayon nara2nas un pagi2ng gipit sa buhay! i hope n lumipas n dn ang mga nangyari! at this time i need a true friends n maka2intndi s akin!

sa school msaya nmn ako nd nla alam n may problema n ako. msyado prn akung msyahin sa classroom.. nde ku n tlga maiwasan ang mag patawa! kung bga nde kumpleto ang arw ku ng wla akung napa2saya na ang sarili ko ay nde ku magawan ng paraan upang sumaya! haha =)..

after school deretso n agad aku sa bakery tumulong kay kathe nd n muna aku umuwi ng bahay dun nlng dn aku kumain.ngng mgnda ang tkabo ng bakery ngayon araw! i wish n mas lumakas p kme ! haayy! msydo n akung bc sa mga panahong ito!

so guis til hir nlng cguro for the day!.

today ( feb. 15 ) i started my blog.

2009-02-15T23:05:00.000-08:00

this day is too bad for me! may parents broke up yesterday because of miss understanding and not listening to each other..its so hard for me to accept n broken family n kame i dont know if mg ka2blkan pba cla o hnd n! but i wish sana "sana" mag kaus pa.. dhil nd pa nmn huli ang lahat!sa ngaun tulong tulong mun kming lhat! at ptuloy n tumyo sa mga sariling mga paa! ang hirap mbhay ng wlang pnag ku2nan ng laks! i hope maintnbdhan nio aku! i think n kya ku gnwa this blogs pra cguro ee dto ku nlng mailabas ang akin sma ng loob!.. so.. pano till hir nlng for today!
i wish n more blessings to come for our family! and strength.

bhenok =0